If god is fair

Time flies and life's changing.
enlistment date is just ard the corner,
gonna become a government slave soon.
fate isn't always on my side,
and love is getting harder than before.
i've forgotten how to fall in love . . .

I'm different from you guys,
not the typical jassen you see anymore.
I've forgotten how to smile . . .

Friends are my only accompanion,
whenever i needa crying shoulder
but i've forgotten how to trust . . .

Hidden thoughts and feelings are sealed.
Am i able to handle all these stuffs?
I've got no idea how am i suppose to move on.
I've forgotten how to live . . .

I just have one simple wish.
If god is fair, i hope.
I really hope all my loved ones and friends
will be showered with all your love and blessings.
Take my life away for all these,
in exchange for beautiful smiles and laughters.

I missed my mom out of a sudden.
She will always be my only love,
forever will be . . .