The smile

I still remember those days back then.
Chun How used to have no worries and fun.
Days and eventually years passed so quickly,
everything in life seems like an obstacle now.

I realized i've changed so much these few years,
sometimes i don't wish to continue the journey in life.
I just wanna lead a care-free and simple life,
but problem comes after another breaking me down.
Holding on alone and always putting on a *fake* smile.
Trying my best to be strong in front of anyone else.

Maybe i just feel so lonely at times.
Where's my Mrs right?
Who's gonna bring back the smile on my face?

If god is fair

Time flies and life's changing.
enlistment date is just ard the corner,
gonna become a government slave soon.
fate isn't always on my side,
and love is getting harder than before.
i've forgotten how to fall in love . . .

I'm different from you guys,
not the typical jassen you see anymore.
I've forgotten how to smile . . .

Friends are my only accompanion,
whenever i needa crying shoulder
but i've forgotten how to trust . . .

Hidden thoughts and feelings are sealed.
Am i able to handle all these stuffs?
I've got no idea how am i suppose to move on.
I've forgotten how to live . . .

I just have one simple wish.
If god is fair, i hope.
I really hope all my loved ones and friends
will be showered with all your love and blessings.
Take my life away for all these,
in exchange for beautiful smiles and laughters.

I missed my mom out of a sudden.
She will always be my only love,
forever will be . . .