Hardest word

Flashes of memories went through my head.
5th-7th of May was those memorable days.
I don't really know if she still remembers,
but to me, it was the happiest moments of my entire life.

I'm in a state of dilemma . . .
soon-to-be 5 months of relationship seems nothing to her.
I felt something amiss once again.
Maybe i just can't change her perceptions,
yeah i've tried, really tried so hard.

Though i might not be the best,
but i can give her the best of what i can.
I felt being screwed up, why?
I don't know how i should express myself,
but baby, you know my feelings for you are real for sure.
Maybe by stepping out from your life, you won't be tied up and freedom is what you're always yearning for isn't it?
I know it's time for me to make a choice,
but saying goodbye seems to be the hardest word.

When you truly loves someone, you'll be contented even if their happiness means you're not part of it.
If you fail to plan, you plan to fail.
Maybe you'd feel easy without me in your life.
I'm both mentally and physically tired.
Baby, sorry, but i love you.